Best 8 Weeks of Our Lives

I hated to admit it, but the month I knew I was pregnant felt more magical than the month we got married. Granted, I am sure I have forgotten some of the luster of our wedding day August 1, 2009, but I truly felt ecstatic. Here are some pictures I had already taken that I will cherish forever! They now sit in my memory box in our crib, which is already put together. 

 I have never seen two lines!!

 Big Brother Track was excited! Big Sis Daisy was so excited she was hiding! :)

 I do not normally eat these. Pregnancy Cravings - Salts!

 Our Little Sweet Pea! This states due on Andrew's birthday, due date was technically March 29th!

 Even though I convinced myself we were having a boy, I fell in love with this bedding!

 Our little baby yolk sac! To our surprise, there were TWO sacs, almost twins! But no yolk in the other sac! Andrew did always say twins would be cool!

 I loved seeing this and the comparison!

 Baby Moore 6 weeks 2 days! Such a blessing to have heard the little heartbeat and to see it moving! I will never forget that!

What a difference a week makes!

 Flowers from The Snider Fam!

 Flowers from my Mother in law and Father-in law

It is amazing to see these pictures. I honestly believe it's the only thing that keeps me going. Knowing we can do it again, God willing. I feel so lucky to know my baby is in God's arms right now and not in this world. I cannot wait to see/hear what he/she (even though I FELT 100% it was a boy) looks or sounds like when that day comes! We love you! * Mommy & Daddy

A Mother's Day Gift/Birthday Gift :: May 2012

I may be a little partial to these kids, but they couldn't be any cuter! They are all great kids, Heidi is lucky to have them! With a little help from me and a lot from the oldest Trey, they made their mother's birthday gift fabulous! With the new picture we took, Trey made a DVD with old and new pictures combined! It definitely made her cry! 

 Probably my favorite of Ashlyn! Such a ham!

 

This pretty much sums up our day! Love them!

 
 

Michelle & Baby Saban :: May 2012

So, I haven't been blogging that much lately. Especially now that we are in the waiting period (as I am in a little pain & sitting up actually feels better) I'm going to catch up! :) I have so many shoots coming up and all these ideas running through my head, I better most what I have done thus far!

Michelle & Baby Saban 

    -Although he is four months old now, I am still in love with his mother's maternity pictures!

 Could she be any more gorgeous? Scott & Saban are some lucky fellows!

Starting Over

Well, for the last month we have been very busy! Excited busy! Until about a week ago, almost 2 weeks ago. My best friend is a ultrasound tech, at 6 weeks 2 days we heard the magical heartbeat. Thankfully I recorded it on my phone. I will cherish it forever! 2 weeks later we went for another "unofficial" ultrasound and my best friend had to tell my husband and I there was no heartbeat. It was my most devastating words I have ever heard. I cried all day. Cried the next day. I thought, if this is how those who are depressed feel, I understand.

I was lost, confused and felt my faith waiver. I was mad at myself for that too. Not fair. After a year and a half, 3 rounds of Femara and progesterone suppositories for 9 weeks, no results. I couldn't have imagined the sincere relationship I had with my baby in only a month. I was in love and was convinced I was in love with our baby boy.

We later confirmed with another ultrasound and bloodwork. 1 week later, which is today. I had my D&C. It was emotional, but we are ready to move on. And get pregnant fast!